I am....

I sat staring at the page trying to decide should I continue or should go back. I knew that if I continued, I probably wouldn't be prepared for what I would see, although I knew it would be there. But as the old saying goes, curiosity killed the cat but this time satisfaction didn't bring him back. What it brought was emotions that I wasn't ready to deal with. Damn, who knew. I thought I was stronger than that. But I guess even superwoman has her vulnerable moments.

No matter how hard I may think I am, I realized that I am still human. I still hurt at times. I cry. I scream. I get confused. I want to run away. I want to hide. But most times I put up a good front. I put my game face on and go out into the world. I act as if nothing ever bothers me, when deep down inside I am...